Rant on my Life

Alright, since nothing is going on currently in my life besides day after day of summer camps (woo!) I thought I'd rant about something, though in the stupidest ways, I'm slowly starting to realize. And you (non-existant readers) get the oppurtunity to read, if you want, this nonsense which currently has been bothering me.

So, we all have friends, that's extremely well known. Everyone has atleast ONE friend whether it be an animal, family member, someone you know, whatever, friends are easy to come by now-a-days. Everyone also has, more or less, a best friend, one who they can rely entirely, every secret, within this person. When you have someone like this, it's amazing. Nothing can stop you, happy, sad, angry, any emotion, thick and thin, this person will help you. We've all had these people throughout our lives. These people are, mostly, the people that keep us sane. What I've realized more and more lately is that, all these people who used to keep me sane, these people that are my rocks, are just, gone. Not there anymore, at least for me. I have friends, of course I do, I'm an extremely likeable person (not to toot my own horn,) but, there is no one in my life, who, is my best friend.

Summer is shooting by like a rocket, and soon I'll be in grade 10 and I keep thinking to myself, how did something like this ever even happen. I just don't know. I look back on my Grade 9 year and just think, wow. Not a sarcastic wow. A serious one. But, somewhere along this road of freshman/grade 9 year. The highlight of my year was theatre! Of course it was, it's my passion. Every day was about theatre. Maybe that was my downfall. Of course, with performance course (after-school theatre course) and improv, I had my cast, my friends, but, these are the only people who I bonded of, most, not even of my age. Not that I don't mind the age difference at all. But, everytime I didn't have something at lunch, I found myself in the awkward situation in the cafeteria thinking, 'Where the hell do I sit?' or 'Where do I fit in?' with a lack of my rock, again, I just don't know.

Improv, Annie, Performance course ended, I was lost. It was my hard semester and just honestly I didn't even know what to do. I actually find myself to be online more and more these days, which I really, really, really hate. Not that I don't love being online, in fact, I love it, the internet is amazing, but, I find myself making new friends online, and I love them, I do, they're all great people, but, I don't find myself invited anywhere anymore. I even find myself detaching from those who I talk to online. I really don't even know what to do anymore. All friends I once had have moved on in one way or another and I'm just here, lost.

Now, on to how I came about my stupid realizations. The other week, I saw Toy Story 3. Amazing movie, but, the thing I realized. I'm getting older now, life's moving quicker than it's supposed to be. Grade 10? 15 years old? Soon I'll be driving a car. Soon I'll be off to college or university, soon, I'll be out in the big world with no one but myself to rely on. If the next 3 years of high school go as fast as this year did. I might have a heart attack from freaking out. Anyways, after Toy Story I walked through my room, looked at some of my old toys and realized, that I'm growing older, and I don't like it.

That's my current rant, and I'm glad to get it out, even if to no one.

- Sam.

Almost Two Months Since A Post?

Where to begin, it's been about 2 months since my last post and there is A LOT of things that hage happened. Love (Kind of), hanging out, school, exams, report cards, texting, grounding, video games, summer, camps.

Well, that sums it up really.

Have a nice week non-existant readers,
Sam

Seeking an Amazing Week

Sam's week: Monday 24th of May 2010 - Friday 28th of May 2010.

This week has been, well, you could say more than eventful. First of all, I had may long weekend! Yay!! 3-day weekend! Pretty much wasted away in front of this lovely monitor that I'm currently sitting in front of. Amazing, I know. But, one thing this weekend had brought me was the magic of Harry Potter fandom, once again. Wrock has more or less become an obsession! It's pretty funny actually. Reactions from people when I tell them I love wrock (Wizard Rock) it's priceless.

Tuesday was VERY uneventful, I was sick! How lame is that? After the long weekend, I was sick the day right after. I guess you could just call my 3-day weekend a 4-day weekend! But, as exciting as staying home from school sounds, it wasn't. I felt very light headed and stayed in bed all day. But, when I get sick, I restart the Harry Potter series yet again! Yay!

Wednesday, I found myself back at school. Yay. Actually, it was pretty great, because it meant one day until my field trip to Montreal! Now, I am unfortunatly in summative part of my semester, which means more work! I didn't attend my theater class and that was my Wednesday. My Friday was the exact same as this so I won't bore you there.

Now we come to Thursday! After a 3 hour yellow bus trip I found myself in the beautiful Montreal! The day's activities would be Museum, IMAX than CIRQUE DU SOLEIL. We arrived at the museum, I'll spare you the details. The exibit we attended was a sex exibit. Oh ya, so fun. I then had to endure Van Gogh: IMAX in french for 45 minutes. It was WAY less than thrilling. Shopping through downtown Montreal was the next activity! After getting Ben & Jerry's ice cream. A group of friends travelled down the streets and shops! It was amazing! Than, what I had been waiting for all this time, CIRQUE DU SOLEIL ! A few hours of amazing tricks and clowns!

That was my week, in the mind of a muggle.

'Ello

'Ello All!
I am Sam, Sam I am, I do like green eggs and ham. This is my expirement with the bloggers world. What better to expirement with than my obsession, Harry Potter. The world of Harry Potter is a magical experience. The books themselves are mind-blowing. But, in my opinion, the true magic doesn't start until you reach the FANDOM! Wow! Wrock, Forums, Role Playing, Conventions, The new theme park! This blog wil mostly be my rant or thought log. I guess. If anyone reads it, yay! If people don't, I'm fine with that.

I guess I'll end that there. 'Till my next post,
Mischeif Managed,
Sam